Feelings in a Bad Day

Everyday seems like the same

I’m sick of this horrible routine

I wake up only cursing my fate

And wishing my dreams would never end

Sometimes I just wonder why

I was born at all

Chorus:

These are my feelings in a bad day

This is when I wish this life would end

I can’t find a point to keep on

If I know it’s never gonna change

Now my whole life’s a mess

And I don’t know how to deal with it

So I keep on pretending I’m a normal girl

Well I’m not, but I can’t find

My way of making any difference

Chorus

I need someone who can save me

I need to run

I need to escape

Cause I know there’s gotta be a reason for this

A reason to keep on being who I am

It’s so easy just to pretend

And then just lay on my back crying the whole night

But I’m not happy anymore

I’m sick of pretending…

(I’m sick of pretending)

Chorus

Español: Escribí esta canción uno de los peores días de mi vida... no me gusta el puente, creo que no tiene nada que ver con la canción. Pero en ese momento lo tenía... que se yo. Lo preocupante: así me siento hoy. Ya lo dije: la escuela te roba la felicidad. Gracias por los comentarios :)

English: Wrote this song one of the worst days of my life... I don't really like the bridge, I think it has nothing to do with the rest of the song. But in that moment, it made sense... I don't know. I'm worried because I'm feeling like this right now. I've said it: school steals your happiness. Thanks for the comments :)